i've been missing my lazy day, doing nothing....
i've missed the roaming-around-in-new-town-day...
just feel like i want to write something.. am lazy to get back to work, so let me ramble here until i feel enough and then i will get back to work..
things were pretty crazy and busy these days. not quiet days as before, especially in the afternoon until 10 pm.. can't believe that i have to open until 10 pm everyday now.. 9 pm seems to be early for my lazy and night-owled customers. they like to come in around 8.30 pm which is the time that we are prepared to close in 30 minutes and have a sweet dream. now they turn the sweet dream into a nightmare by dragging us along siting waiting for them to finish their work.. why don't you guys come in earlier? we open at 7.30 am until 9 pm and now you've changed our closing time to 10 pm.. we feel dog-tired after shutting down the door... so getting up at 4 am is pretty hard for me lately.. i want to go to bed no later than 10 pm.. but now at 10 pm, i am just about to shut down my computer.. i know i know that i have to be glad for having more customers.. yeah, i am glad as it means more money but sometimes money can't replace with my sleeping hours.. which are already quite short and my customers make them shorter!
this morning, i felt asleep after writing morning page. it was time to go up to my room to wake up kla and i have to run afterwards but i fell back into sleep from 6 am - 6.20 am.. and i was late again! ... i heavily forced myself to get up and go back to my room.. it was freakin hard.. and even harder when thinking of running 3 kms.. yeah! 3 kms again.. i love the feeling after running that's why i still keep on running like a mad woman... it is the 5th day of the week today.. i've run since sunday until today.. well-done girl!
as i said i felt much much better after running. i was high and active.. became a happy hippie girl again..this feeling keeps my days move so smooth though i have heaps of works piling up waiting for me.. though i know my mood is going to change a bit after the day ends. i hope that i will have an early night..
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