the morning i've longed for the whole week...

i've longed for this saturday for the whole week. from monday to friday, i rushed through life getting things done and sometimes they freaked me out.. i needed some slow-down-me-times. time like this that i could waste away doing whatever i wanted..

actually, my niece was supposed to be here this morning with his mommy while her daddy was driving for his customers. but when i called my bro at 8, he said that his customers had changed the time so he had to be in hadyai earlier and my niece and her mommy weren't ready to go out yet so my bro came alone. i was relieved and secretly happy hearing that. bc i really needed time like this when i was completely h-o-m-e-a-l-o-n-e.

after knowing this, i threw myself into happiness. i pulled out my journal and started to write my morning page. as i had so many hours to waste away, i wrote it slowly and at the same time took pics using self-timers. i also switched off my handphone after seeing one missed call with the number i didn't know. i didn't want to be disturbed by anyone in this early hour..

i brought breakfast up to my bedroom, eating it while doodling.

and i sipped japanese tea while savouring my morning. i felt different today. for the whole week, i sipped jasmine chinese tea. and today in my room, i only had japanese tea lining up on the shelf. it was good to try something different. to feel something different.

at the same happy hours, i played along tracy chapman's songs. i so in love with her voice. i kept playing them again and again. didn't want to change to other singers. when the song was more upbeat, i jumped up and danced.. the funny dance.. and i was happy...

while writing, i took few breaks looking for some nice pics in the magazines, cut them and pasted them in my journal.. ahhhh time of getting happily lost was back again...

when i saw that i still had few hours left before i opened my shop at lunch, i polished my nail. i picked dark blue today. i didn't polish this color for way long time..

i was so in love with the way the morning light creeping through the rear windows...