i am back!!

photo of py when she is 1.5 year. she is a little monster to us now. she agrees to stay still only when she is sleeping.

hi all,

i am finally back here. i feel like home. i've been away for a month, i guess. i was pulled away by work. i was busy all day long and didn't have much energy to write when the day ended. someday i wanted to write something but i just wasn't in the mood. lots of things had passed by without writing them down. what a shame!

i want to get back to writing morning page again. it's how i learn to communicate with my soul. the past month, i had let myself being pulled away by work and didn't spend a day writing to myself. writing is away of talking to my own self. it's the best way of commnucation to the person inside me. now i am getting back to it again..

i didn't think about anything when i was busy, just to get things done and had the energy ready for the next things to get done again and again. it went on like this for a month. a month that i'd gained lots of money but feeling disconnected with my soul. there is nothing or no one to blame. i am leading my life this way. i felt like the door of creativity was shut when i had my long day like that..

now, i am back to my easy days. works are less and i am not busy. i am resuming my days of creating things again, for a month i guess. time of activities and doing things apart from working..

i have about a month to be away from work or at least put work on the last place of my list. there are things i want to do for this moment.. ..

• get back to writing in the morning again.. writing morning page or just write in my journal.


• update my blog constantly.


• take loads of photos.


• watch heaps of movies.


• go to bali and lombok island. it's less than a month now and i am starting counting down. everything is well planned so far..


• stay on track with my running goal. i am in "running 100 days in a row" team and i am on my 42nd day today. it's a challenging goal. it's not just about running but it's about making a commitment for something long enough. i love this goal. i love running. it proves me that i can do more than i think i can do.


• get a way to a beach hotel in songkhla and bring py with us. we will have a blast swimming and building sandcastle on the beach..


• scrapbooking. i must get back to scrapbooking very soon..


• reading. while being busy, i still catch up with my reading, every morning. thanks god that i still had energy left to get up early in the morning to read and detox..


• join fun-run next week. i really can't wait for this event to come. the atmosphere seeing other running fellows brings joy to my day.. so glad that PT is around to go with me. it seems like he can't wait too..

seeing the above list, i feel more energized and gay now! one of the way to live a happy life is to have something to look forward to...