last night i had a dream. i dreamed about my secret crush. i've not thought about him for a long long time. last night he popped up in my dream. he is really my secret crush as i've never told anyone about him. it was not the hot big crush but the quiet little one. i had good feeling for him. i never showed the feeling to him and never wanted to do so.
normally, i don't write down my dream. but i've seen so many people doing it. and this morning after the alarm clock went off, i told myself i needed to write this dream down. actaully, i wanted to do it right after i woke up but i lingered it until i finished reading to weigh up if i still wanted to write it down. i did. i really wanted to. so i switched on my laptop and started typing it. the dream was still vivid and i could see us clearly. we were on intimate term in the dream. it was like we felt the same way but we had never told each other. i've written everything in my laptop. the dream. the feeling and how we felt for each other. i was thinking of texting him about my dream but i thouht it was silly. becuase we had never shared this level of feeling. i've been knowing him for 11 years. still stay in touch and text each other on special occasions. dreaming about him makes me think of him again. it's been running around my head since i woke up...
you know what?! i want to scream his name out loud bc i miss talking to him. i miss his texts. i miss his winks...
it's just a fancy dream and a fancy crush which i keep only to myself... sometimes living in a fancy world makes you happier than living in the real world. however, you still need to wake up!
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