december 22, 08

it is CC's birthday..
i emailed my wish to him yesterday morning. i still remember his birthday.. it's been 8 years ago since i knew him.. i should have stopped contacting him after i'd broken his heart. i've never erased his emils from my inbox. still read them occasionally as they always bring smiles to my face. they show how young, silly and funny we were then.. it was our good old time. our daily email.. due to the time different, each morning when getting to the office each of us would have an email waiting for us in the inbox.. it was the thing that kept me going to the office early in the morning, to check his email and that would make my day..

8 years now, i still think of him, especially at this time of the year, around christmas and around his birthday..

i wish we could be friends as we used to be, though it is not that close.. i still want to stay in touch with you... and i am so sorry for what i'd done to you.. i wish the best for you and your family..