Feast of Love

i've been wanting to watch this movie since last weekend but i was too tired to go get it downstairs. so last night i carried it with me upstairs and i watched it after having aa hot bath. i love this movie. it warms my heart everytime i watch it.

last night pt called me after not calling for few days. i asked him why he said he saw that i was busy during the day and wasn't in the mood to talk. that was true. i was too busy to talk the past few days ago. so last night, we talked for half an hour to catch up with what we missed few days ago. he is coming back onshore tomorrow and going to fly to bangkok at night on the same day and will be there for a week. so we are going to contact via phone. this is okay with me. i get used to it. we want to be together but if we can't we are okay with that. but we still talk and share things on the phone or when he is around. it's kind of a strange relationship but we are entering the 12th year of it now and we love and understand each other more. we set each other free. we don't need to live together but we share things and moments. we've been through rocky roads together. the rocky roads are not between us, mostly around us. so what we need the most is that we both understand each other. that is what i want. no matter how long we are apart, we are still there for each other..

as i said the movie has always warmed my heart while and after watching it, but last night the phone call from him has intensified the warmth...