the long lost lover..

chatted to mick last night for nearly 2 hours. it was great to catch up with him again. we don't talk often bc of our time difference. we've learned about each other alot after 4 year-chatting. he is the guy who is afraid of commitment and i've learned that i am in the same position, only that i am a woman.

we lift up each other when we chat. tease. flirt. and just talk. i can't count how many times we said "wish you were here" when we chat..

i told him i would be in france this year, he said he would come to meet me there. i know it is not going to happen. bc we are too afraid to meet, to ruin our cherished 4 year online relationship..

we don't make time or set time to chat. we just chat when we are online at the same time, which will happen only on the weekend. and it is not every single weekend.. sometimes we leave it for 2 months not chatting, due our seperate lives. but when we chat, we are like the long lost lovers..

he knows the naughty me and i know his. we always say that we are naughty, filthy couple.. yeh, we are bc we pull out the real us when we chatch up..

life is different with you in my life. at least i know one thing, you spice it up..

...the girl you call joy...