we are just online flings..

i was still sitting here working when micky was online last night. the first word i greeted him was.. "someone is home alone today".. and he knew immediately it was me.. he took a week leave from work so we chatted twice this week.. which is a record to both of us..

we ended up chatting for nearly 2 hours. normally, we chat once in a month, sometimes 2 or 3 months.. but we don't mind about it.. every time we chat, we giggle like a couple of highschool lovebirds.. and last night it was like that too..

his birthday and valentines's day are around the corner. so i gave him wishes before the days arrives. i told him i hate to leave messages like i did earlier so let me say them to him now.. i knew he would be surprised that i still remember his bd. it was 4 years ago that he told me. i told him i had good long-term memmories but very poor with short ones..

i love talking to him bc the way he shows he cares for me and he makes me feel i am wanted...

sometimes, you need to break some rules, some norms to do whatever you want and enjoy it.. gosh! it's best he is there in scotland with lots of oceans that keep us apart... i can't imagine if he is nearer to me, what would happen or what we would going to end up!