a little bit of this and that

i am a little bit down, bummed and don't feel like talking again. bf's moved out and found his own apartment. we're still good. it's that he is not happy here. and that's cool for me for him to move out. still listen to lifehouse and watch prison break. tonight is going to be the last episode of season 3. nice to have things occupied my mind, so i won't hover long on the shits. works still flow in and they keep me engaged. i've let go of one thing. i deleted all CC's emails. after 9 years of keeping them. it felts good to read them but it's time to move on. leave him with the beautiful past. after i sent them all to trash, it feels good but not great. i still want to read them sometimes. but it frees me from something. read lifehouse blog yesterday and couldn't help nick some pics of jason. love the soft cozy light in the pictures. soulful.
meanwhile, been reading 'eleven minutes'. a life-enchancing book. read it slowly. devor it. if read it quick, i will pass something good too soon. not much time for reading lately. prison break takes it. go to bed late. get up late. but still catch up with running, praying and reading on a daily basis. a little bit of this and that. still manage to stay balanced. life is good.