random

what i want to post are just some random things with random photos taken in different times and different places with different moods. this morning, i also did random things. i didn't do what i usually do. i set my alarm clock at 4.40 am but really got up at 5.30 am, every single day is like this. i am still reading "loving frank". this book is beautifully written. i think i am so lucky stumbling across bunches of beautifully written books. it is the 3rd week now that i read this book. i normally don't read this long but hell, the language is too beautiful to fast read. i want to devour it. to the hell with time. after reading, i should run but no, i fell back in bed, closed my eyes and listened to lifehouse. feel the music and the husky voice of janson wade. heaven.

i don't feel like doing what i usually do everyday. last night after a few sobs and comforts from pt, i slept like a log. he called while i was crying and i couldn't hide a thing from this guy. he asked "you having a cold or you are crying".. i knew he knew that i was crying but just asked about the cold first. talked to him a while and it felt light. he knew me too damn well. this guy has lent me his shoulders to cry on far too many times before and he still does well, though he is away.