July 19, 2009

going dutch

i've just finished this book an hour ago. i didn't feel like working today. the quietness from yesterday told me to shut the door and enjoyed my solitude with a book. i decided to do so. it's the best thing of being my own boss. i love it. i didn't plan to leave the house today, not a step out of it. i looked for things to eat from the fridge. they are old things that we bought long time ago. but i can survive. this is how i live my life when i am alone. everyone moves back to live with my parents after phun was born. i am dutifully living with kla from monday to friday. i am becoming a single mom with an 11 year-old without a choice. we are good actually. the house is pretty quiet at night, not many messes to clean after and not many people fussing around. i like that. was i born to be a single or destined to be one??

back to the book, i enjoy it entirely. not the best but i kept smiling while reading it. it's sort of a cute book. it took me a few days to read all and now it's time for a new one. last night, i went to the bookfair in psu with bf. while being about to leave the place, i saw a stall selling english novels, (why i didn't see it on the first day, i asked myself?), i went straight to it and told bf to go around while waiting for me as it was going to be a bit long. they costed 50 baht each and they were new books! i took time selecting them and bought 5! they all were written by authors i first heard and knew from last night and it's a pleasure to read books from new authors.

it was a comfy sunday which i spent doing absolute nothing. i was on the phone for 4 hours talking to pu. we had quite a lot of things to catch up. it would be the coolest if we were in the same town to avoid getting our ears burnt by the cells. i woke up late, lay around in bed after bf left for work. sunday morning was supposed to be lazy. not many things had been accomplished today but i am utterly happy. it's a bliss. i should have this kind of day more. life has been extremely good.

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