i didn't do many things during this week, due to the red eyes. they are getting better, less swollen and the soreness is gone but they are still red. scarlet red. i still feel like i am an alien. i have to wear sunglasses everytime i go out, even if it's going to rain. people looked at me with mocking eyes seeing me wearing sunglasses on a cloudy day but when i took them off, i could see their frightening eyes.. ha ha.. it's my turn to chuckle..

i took control of my shop from the living room on the back of my shop. my assistant took care the front part. i just went out when he really needed me or when he was out of control. yesterday, i started to get better, so i went out, driving around and got some errands done. i felt like i got my busy life back again. while being coach-ridden, i finished 2 books. they both are good but entirely different. they shared one thing in common; both of them talked about japan. one is funny and another is pretty tensed. they hooked me and kept me going. one is from rose. she gave me when she came home in songkhla in april. thanks again, rose.. and the other one, i picked it bc it was not my genre. the story took place in japan which i seldom read about and it is on the buttom of my list to visit. the main charactor is kind of boring but he makes the story interesting... they are my 31st and 32nd book of this year.. wow! still 13 books to go..

it's finally friday again and it's time to go home. i feel like i am a dorm student looking forward to friday afternoon to get home. but the feeling is different from when i was a student... i want to spend time with my family as much as i can. i know they won't be here with me long so i gotta grab the chance. my niece and nephew are growing up and they are going to have a life of their own.. i don't want to miss their childhood lives.. one of my goal in life is to be the best auntie, ever! .. easy and simple, huh? ... i just have to be fun when i am around them to accomplish this goal.. ;] but one of the things i want do for them is to cultivate some passions in thir lives which are are photography, traveling and sport.. i always believe that people with passions of thier own can find ways to be happy, even if they are getting through some rough times in their lifes... the other big things are up to them to choose when they are a grownup..

.. have a wonderful weekend to everyone! ..