this week, i've been waiting for the weekend. it just feels like the battery is running low and i need to play.. mostly, the translation work has worn me out. (but still, i asked for more from my customers..) i like to work hard and look forward for time to play harder. my weekend is the time to play, enjoy, loosen up and just chill..

bringing py and phun out around for a walk is a way to recharge my battery. i am more like a homebody when i am at home with them. and this weekend, i am looking forward to it..

py is a talkative girl with so many questions. she has a curious mind. some of her questions sometimes rob answers from me. and some put smiles on my face.. that's why i don't want to be anywhere during the weekend.. i just want to be home..

phun has grown up and developed fast. nephew didn't appeal to me much previously, until phun came along.. he's changed my way of thinking on playing with a little boy.. before, i prefer girls and secretly hoped that he was a girl instead of a boy when his mom was conceived.. but raising phun during the weekend, i find that boy isn't bad at all.. however, when phun is alseep, i still stick to py and play with her as we did before. i don't want her to feel that the love from me is taken away.. i am seriously enjoying being an auntie..

but if asked if i want to have my own baby, Oh no, i have so many dreams and destinations to chase and see.. being a parent would take up all my time and wear me out finally.. i love to help raise py and phun but it's too much responsibility to have my own baby... i would love to be a wee life that fills my sister's and my brother's family, instead of having another family of my own.. i just enjoy my life this way.. and since the breakup with my ex, men turn me off. it's not that i won't try on love again but i won't hurry if the final train is passing by.. i will let it go if i am not ready or if it's not me.. i always believe there will be always a nice one coming along, if i learn just to be patient.. or if there is none at all, it's still okay with me.. i don't cling my life to others. it's just me..

it's friday and today is about my wayward thoughts.. i want to write something, anything here before getting my butts off my chair and finish the remaining works.. i need to clear my desk before leaving for home and coming back to town to meet dave on sunday.. it's going to be a good time and i am looking forward to it.. have a delightful weekend to you all.. i will be back with loads of photos again..