the weekend was finally melting away and a new workweek is freshly beginning. i am glad for both; the ending and the beginning. the weekend was lazily well spent; reading, shooting, talking and making fun with my folks, surfing net through the wee hours, sleeping in, running in the woods, shopping at flea market, and napping.. you name it..

when getting back to my shop, i was glad too. i was glad to get back to my small room filled with books, pictures, scrapbooks, some art works, paintings, movies, and time doodling in my diary.. last night, when spilling my thoughts in the diary, i was thinking back when i was at home surrounded by my folks.. i immensely enjoyed the time when i was with them, but i was missing something; my solitude.. even, when at home, i want to write or create something. i have my own room but it has barely a thing for me to create. i have only a white wooden bed and a fan in it, not a table to sit and write.. not that i can't find or afford one but i just can't concentrate to write or create. i bet i get used to living in my room with no telly and radio blaring all day long.. when being alone in my room writing or creating, i switchoff everything to get lost in my own thought.. but i can't do it at home. so i just play along, watching tv and listening to the radio.. but still, i feel like i miss something...

last night, an idea popped up. as dad is building a storage and a garage with a kitchen and a bathroom next to the new house. i have an idea that i want a room in that garage. i want to stay there alone, without a telly and a radio.. and i am going to give up my blue room in the new house for phun when he grows up. i don't want a kitchen bc i don't like cooking. i can walk to the new house and eat anything in the fridge.. i will talk to dad when i am home this weekend. actually, the new house was built for me but i don't need it. it's too big for me, too spacious.. i like a private little den.. okay, i will be back home this weekend and convince dad to transform the garage into my little den.. hope he likes the idea..

(anyone sees us?? -- sweet boy, he is just a sweet boy!)

happy monday to ya all!!