yesterday, while driving back to my shop, i felt guilty for not staying one more night to help my sister taking care of phun. her hubby was in satoon working. only mom, joon and phun in the house. i could postpone my translation work and stay home with them, instead i chose to drive back to my shop to work on translation and get ready to open my shop on sunday afternoon. i love saturday and sunday morning with them; walking around taking photos, chasing py, bringing phun out for a walk, capturing our shared moments together.

but when i am in my busy time. i need at least a night and a morning alone each week to be with myself to unwind, to be ready for the whole long busy week again. but driving back yesterday, i still felt guilty for not staying home with them one more day. gosh, i feel like the guilty feeling is eating me. this coming tuesday is py 3 year-old birthday and certainly i will drive back home in the evening to join her birthday party to erase this guilty feeling.

they understand that i am hitting busy time but i feel guilty anyway..