2009 flu

it's still a miserably sick day. i have a sore throat and a high fever at night but in the day time, i do okay. i think, the sickness lets me work and it started to get on me when night falls. terrible because i've had sleepless nights with series of odd dreams. it seemed like i didn't sleep at all. so in the afternoon, after clearing all the works, i sneaked inside to nap. i still refuse to see the doctor. honestly, i am dreadful to see one. i've been running back on forth hospitals on the past week and those were where i caught the flu. my dad had been nagging at me for not going to see the doctor and he even made me promise that i will go. guys, i made a promise to him but i didn't keep it. i felt bad about it. but to feel better, i have to get better soon, before he is here, on my doorstep and drag me to the hospital by himself. he said if it was not the big outbreak of 2009 flu, he wouldn't worry much. true.